…Maybe this will be helpful. This season my patrons had breast cancer, colon cancer and issues. There’s a girl here 22 who has stomach cancer out of country no family here. These issues completely take my time, feelings and energy. This is precedence to me because it is immediate. My focus is what is now. I’m attempting to be supportive of these people while you want to be recognised on your “vacation”. Maybe, there are more important things going on outside of your precious needs. So chill out if I can’t fulfill your needs of attention.