I am tapped out. I was used as a pawn for spying from online gangs I never heard of to dating apps, to Chinese, to Russians and all these offenders showing on the news. Stories don't stop showing up in the last decade. I'm tired. Worse is that just can't defeat what mentally it has done and think everything else is normal and can't talk because it was useless. There is no defense in this country. I was just a normal American, not looking for whatever really, career, wife, friend, and maybe kids. Too much disinformation and influencers out there.