Diocese of Camden to pay 90 million to 300 clergy sex abuse victims headline just caught my eye, and thats just this diocese .How many billions of dollars of the good church going Catholic parishioners across the country are paying this bill. As a 70 year old life long Catholic,I am sick to my stomach.How did we get here ? Because of years of the higher ups in the church ignoring the problem.I have only been watching Mass online since the beginning of the pandemic .I started to feel guilty that I havn't been turning in my weekly envelopes, but why should I feel guilty?