I feel bad for kids that grow up with a bipolar parent that also are narcissist.My friend has a miserable life and is angry and suicidal all the time because of the damage it has done to his life.It causes low self esteem and self worth,especially if they have no way out early in life.The sad thing is that narcissist people always blame everyone else for the things that they themselves are causing.You can't grow up or live with a person like this without being damaged.If you are a victim of this abuse please get therapy and learn that you are exactly that a "victim" and not the cause.God Bless